I thought it would be so hard… Guess Not!

I still cannot avoid the fact that I am better now compared to how I was two years ago. I feel better. I learned

If I Tell You I Love You…

Reflecting is an art where your mind and your heart sees the reality of pain and happiness. Reflecting sets your mind and heart to an equilibrium state, it is as if you are meditating. It perishes skeptical questions and insights (e.i. What If yada yada).

PAIN.

I know pain is inevitable, but have you ever

When it ends..

When it ends..

I try to hope for a second chance.

When it ends..

I try to hope for you to come back.

When it ends..

I try to pray for everything to get back to normal

When it ends…

I hear the words of forgiveness and moving on..

Blast from the Past then You Die.

Before I start writing anything unpleasant here, i want to greet my girlfriend JOELLE a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I feel terrified. As if I am falling from the highest building. It seems suicidal. I hate this feeling. I cannot even understand myself. Why am I anticipating this? Why?

Never have i imagined to have thoughts that might brutally hurt my ego. This is insane.

I’m sweet.

I have finally decided to stay home tonight and ditch the UNO Magazine party. Huuhuu! I wanted to drink tonight..

The frustration of not being

Wishing On The Same Star

I’ve been listening to the song “Wishing on the same Star” by Myra. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not the typical person who listens to too sentimental songs. It’s just that I have been hearing the song from my sister for the past how many days now and i wanted to get the song out of my system already. Just imagine how the song bugs my sleep. It is ridiculous! For this week, the song has been my alarm clock. Yes, it wakes me up almost everyday! I hear it morning (it wakes me up) and evening(before i sleep). I guess I have finally added this song to my annoying list of music.

Anyway, even though the song irritates me, i started to think of its lyrics. Believe it or not, i was baffled in a sense that i began to think that love can be very complicated, when truth is.. love should be very simple.

My thoughts were concentrated on the lyrics of the song and the stories that I have been hearing from people.

So, how can a person hope so much when he or she has chosen the path of separation to the one he or she loves? I believe it is an odd reality. I certainly believe that when a person decides with regards to the path he or she should take, he or she should have a strong grip. There is no turning back, especially if the situation calls for it. Meaning, if things have turned too