Honestly.. I don’t know what to write, the title of this post is all that. I’m not in good shape so after this, I’ll just sweat all the thoughts that is running through my head at the gym. As much as I want to be optimistic with things, at some point, through people’s action you become apprehensive. Its not funny. It upsets me, but I try to be okay with whatever. Maybe someday.. at some point.. I’ll get tired of it and just be okay.. or probably not care ( which i don’t want to happen .. )..
God, just make me understand the things that are blurry in my sight. Make me understand the things that confuses me and the things that takes away my trust.. God, you alone can restore me. Alam ko Lord para akong baliw kasi hindi ko naiintindihan mga bagaybagay. Nagagalit po ako at napipikon. Lord, nasasaktan din po ako.. Kayo na po bahala sakin.. Kung ano man po ang mangyari, kayo na po bahala sakin kagaya po ng lagi niyong ginagawa po sakin.. alagaan po ako. Salamat po Lord.
