I thought it would be so hard… Guess Not!

I still cannot avoid the fact that I am better now compared to how I was two years ago. I feel better. I learned. I am stronger.

Today, I have learned something which I thought would be hard. I thought I won’t be able to forgive. I thought sooner or later I will have my cruel revenge… Well.. Everything I thought vanished in one snap. Everything turned out useless and inappropriate.

Hmm.. I guess this is how I want to start my year. I just want to forgive and carry on with my life. I am actually feeling so carefree. This is it.. Be the forgiving-lil-pretty-girl-outOfNoWhere.

I just know I have to do this. No more snobbing. I cannot avoid it anymore. I cannot just not care. I still love them despite of everything. I just do, maybe.. It will always remain this way.

Now I know why people say.. “You know you love them even if you are very angry, it takes time hun”.

Goodnight!