Issues sprout whenever. Issues are basically inevitable. People are dwell to face issues whether they like it or not. These issues may be offensive that may result to vulnerability.
People at times get cowardly insecure and sensitive when money is involved. Why is that? I guess it is because of the pressure and the responsibilities given to them.
For the past how many weeks, I have been in the stage of computing and budgeting to the point that I jot down my expenses and compute. I even ask myself what my expenditures are. For this month, I have been trying to figure out the best way to budget my own allowance. I learned that in order to budget what I get monthly, I had to do trial and balance.
Through trial and balance, I had solved my dilemma. I have computed my expenditures wisely and budgeted how much I should be spending per day. I also learned to plan my day and to make sure I know where I will spend my money at.
Given this scenario, I feel troubled with regards to the huge amount of allowance my siblings and I get monthly. I didn’t mean to offend someone. I didn’t even expect that someone will get offended. I am just very curious where everything goes. Given that fact, I feel bad. I have also decided that I just have to let go of my curiosity and live the life I have always lived— which is allowing, following, and not caring. I’ll soon be free anyway.
I am getting older already. I am closely facing the reality also. Even though the thought of experiencing the “real life” terrifies me, I realized that this fear would definitely teach me to keep moving forward. Yes.. KEEP MOVING FORWARD!
Again… My curiosity may have offended someone. I am sorry.. You do it your way.. I wouldn’t care anymore.. I don’t have anything to do with it anyway.. I’m sorry again. Lets just keep moving forward and forget what had happened.
