Feeling weak and uneasy, where do you want to be? I want to be at a place where I will have my privacy. Where I can blankly stare at the ceiling and rest my head on the pillow. This place I recall is the place where I should be.. My bedroom.
I feel idle. I don’t want to go anywhere. It is not my priority to have myself checked up. It is not my priority to go out today without any substantial reasons to start with. Especially; if it has nothing to do with school or business meetings..
Getting sick is inevitable. Going to the doctor would only mean, medicines. Yes, medications for whatever sickness you have. I believe drinking medicines must only be taken to consideration if a person gets really ill. Don’t get me wrong, going to the doctor is not a bad thing.
For now, I would rather be in my room, than wasting my time going somewhere. I’m sorry. It is just the way it is.
Today…
I want silence. I want my peace. My brain tells me that I would be very irritable. Patience is a virtue, but not today. I think I would lock myself inside my room, than see irritable faces on the other side of my red door. Hell.. They can say what they want to say.. That wouldn’t matter, because I will only find them pathetic. I need people to shut up and stay away from me… This is only valid today.
I am happy inside my domain.
Tomorrow would definitely be a good day for me..
