November 5 – hooolahooopupsidedown

My mood changes whenever I step in my school. Hatred. Anger. These kinds of emotion are very evident whenever I enter or think of the school. I really have no idea how much hatred or annoyance I have in my heart. I just know it is

I am a registered voter now.

I am officially a registered voter now. Hooray. Now I can do something for my country ( I sound fake. Shhhooot me.)

I heard and saw people complaining everywhere how sucky and how hassle it is to register now. Multitude of people lining up and waiting  for hours. Hearing all these from people and from news, I prepared my armour and went to the municipal hall. I brought a book, and my beloved psp where i store my sounds. I was looking forward in experiencing the same mood.

When my brother and I got there, we saw

Emo mode

For five months I’ve been stuck for a term not intellectually growing. This is the sad reality of my life as a student.

I remember those days when I used to go to school ready to grasp new ideas… when I know I was growing…when I know that there is a career ahead of me.. I guess those days were the first few

Joelle….

I haven’t entirely processed the events around me recently. I just

Draft dated Feb 2, 2009. Rising.

Dreams. Hopes. These are the things we hold on to

Changes in me

I’ve been thinking how everything is made for a certain purpose.

I am searching.. I feel that

I thought it would be so hard… Guess Not!

I still cannot avoid the fact that I am better now compared to how I was two years ago. I feel better. I learned

ChillaX

Spending my nights reflecting and reminiscing, I ended up getting

I freaked out, but ended up having fun!

Whenever I say I’ll be alone, someone will say.. “You

Headache is yadayada…

My body seems to give up due to exhaustion. My mind feels