Draft dated Feb 2, 2009. Rising.

Dreams. Hopes. These are the things we hold on to

Changes in me

I’ve been thinking how everything is made for a certain purpose.

I am searching.. I feel that

I thought it would be so hard… Guess Not!

I still cannot avoid the fact that I am better now compared to how I was two years ago. I feel better. I learned

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Spending my nights reflecting and reminiscing, I ended up getting

I freaked out, but ended up having fun!

Whenever I say I’ll be alone, someone will say.. “You

Headache is yadayada…

My body seems to give up due to exhaustion. My mind feels

Curiosity is a Sin Sometimes.

Issues sprout whenever. Issues are

Sick and Idle

Feeling weak and uneasy, where do you want to be? I want to be

Football and Crying

Would you believe if I tell you I just cried while watching a movie about football?

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Confusion

Having bizarre thoughts

My heart is palpitating in confusion

I wonder why

This odd feeling should not prevail now.

I know I can stand alone without needing and wanting anyone

This feeling is crucial

My grip is starting to loosen up.

Why?

I’m confused..

My plans are